| Monday, September 21st, 2009 |
| 5:22 pm |
life
OK here goes I have not posted on here in almost a year. I don't know if anyone even reads these anymore. Don't really care. I am having a hard time with life right now. I am trying to pick up the pieces that i have scattered all over the place in the past nine years and make something of myself, but let me be the first to say it is hard. I did some bad shit to my family and they put me in jail. Now I am waiting to go to trial. That scares me a lot but I have to deal with the consiquences of what I have done. I am trying to find a job or at least a way to make money. I have an idea. I want to make dinners for people and have them pick them up on there way home from work and re heat them. I know it will make money but i don't know how to present it to my aunt who contorls all my money. She would have to be on board for me to get started. I miss my friends a lot being out here in the desert makes me really lonely. Marcy i think i miss you most probably becase i can't talk to you. well i gotta go talk again soon. |
| Wednesday, January 23rd, 2008 |
| 11:29 pm |
life
Ok so I had my surgery and i survived. I like a girl and she likes me. I am moving to El Paso not so cool, but you gotta do what you gotta do. I want to elaborate more but not unless someone cares to leave me a comment. I haven't heard from most of you to even know that anyone is still alive. So I will leave it at this for now. Current Mood: angry |
| Saturday, October 13th, 2007 |
| 12:25 am |
life
Ok so I am having hard times right now. I know that most people don't read on here anymore and I guess that is why I am writting. I feel like I have no one in the world. I sit alone in my dorm room and cry all the time. I have fair weather friends here and it sucks. I am feeling shitty becuase my grandma died a few weeks ago and I wasn't there. That is actually killing me more than I thought it would. I am supposed to start this intense therapy that I really need but my mom informed me today that she would not be paying for it so I can't afford it, so again I will fail. Yay for parents. I miss my dad so much right now because he would make a way for this to happen no matter what. I can't beilieve that all my family is gone. I am all alone out here in this shitty place called earth. Tink my love, is no longer mine. The person takeing care of her gave her away 2 weeks ago and I just found out tonight. But she has a good home with some old people who are spoiling her like I never could. I will get visitation rights, but she is no longer mine and I will never be able to curl up with her again..... I wish I knew what to do and how to handle all this. If you have muy number please call me and send me a little cheer I could really use it. If you don't then ask someone or me. I just need some love right now. Congrats to Kev and Britt. It is soo soon and I am sorry I can't make it, but I won't be able to leave here until I have surgery. Which should be in December. I love you guys and sorry for ranting, but I needed to let things out. TTFN Frances Current Mood: crushed |
| Saturday, August 25th, 2007 |
| 10:38 pm |
So I am here
Ok I am here at college and a little out of my element. I think I want my own apartment. I don't know how this is going to work out, but my roomate has not shown up yet and that is a good thing. I miss you guys terribly. I have just realized that the first cold front is on its way. YAY I am so excited for some relief from this heat (lol I leave Texas to be cooler only to live without ac). I thought I was just getting a headache, but then I got a nosebleed and on of my friends says her knee hurt so we gathered that there is a cold front comming. Could someone confirm or deny this for me when you get a chance. Me and weather.com don't get along so well. Well I love you all and I will let you go. Hey if someone see's my dog could you please send me some pictures I miss her sooooooo much and I would love to have some. Frances Current Mood: lonelyCurrent Music: Feasting on Asphalt |
| Friday, July 14th, 2006 |
| 12:11 am |
well what did u expect.. after what she did to me u should have known. |
| Monday, May 22nd, 2006 |
| 1:21 am |
ummm
So I just had to post because I am sooooooooo happy. Not that anyone reads my journals or even really cares for that matter but I will write anyway. I am just so happy I don't even know what to say to make it seem real. Ahh well I am happy and that is all there is to it. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: Desperate Housewives theme music |
| Monday, December 26th, 2005 |
| 3:13 am |
Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Thursday I put money in blandsee's expired parking meter (14 points). Last month I broke txdarlin0213's X-Box (-12 points). In September I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). In August I gave swtx78 a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Monday I put gum in waistfulyouth's hair (-12 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-91 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely, moytle | |
| Friday, December 16th, 2005 |
| 12:24 am |
not that anyone cares
My year is almost over yeah. There were a few good times mostly bad though, but that just makes for a better year next year. I am off relationships for a while too kevin. I will date when I find someone worth my time for now it is just me and my dog and that is all i need. Have a great holiday EVERYONE. |